This goes hand in hand with Dead inside but caffeinated shirt. Don’t be afraid to find an outlet for your emotions. I found music was helpful, and actually taught myself how to play guitar, which I happened to become quite good at and still play everyday. Write your thoughts and feelings down, whether it’s in a journal or as poems/lyrics. Channel your grief into something positive. I’m not sure what you like to do in your free time, but surround yourself with positive people. I can really connect with you because I too very recently lost my grandparents. It’s never easy when you loose someone who was very close to you and nobody else can understand that heaviness inside your heart.
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At some point of time, we all loose people we love Dead inside but caffeinated shirt. But remember their memories would never. He may not be physically present with you but you can never forget the way he made you feel. You can grieve for him. There’s nothing wrong in shedding tears for the ones we love. But slowly come to the reality that life goes on no matter what. To ease yourself, you can try doing something that he would want you to do. Nobody’s perfect. We all have flaws. My grandparents wanted me to correct mine. I am trying hard for that. You can try that as well. Or may be get yourself engaged in some charity. Do something good for the society and trust me you ll feel good.
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